Various thoughts by Jeetan.

Monday, September 25, 2006

Sonnet #420

(this is a Sonnet that I wrote in 12th grade for my AP/IB English class)

How life's turbulance holds us like a thief.
In the prison of minds conscience is found,
the key to our own sanity is chief,
in melody of our mixing the sound.

Of love and laughter becomes a symbol,
for when I ponder lifes reason, and see
my gifts, my skill, my joy and goal
in life is not to drift through space, but be

As good as our ability allows
our life to run its course all etched in stone
but when I think of how a right man bows
or how the penitent man must be shown

the path for which is found fruit all well-known
is given wisdom not to even go

Running from the Wolf

Sweet Eve run away and contemplate on your own
the seduction that began so long ago
these people here are looking out for themselves
They slowly push you to the doors of hell

Corporate War
self-induced manipulation of the truth
this is not worth the trouble

Run away to the land of imagination
where all your dreams come true
run away from magistration
cause all they want is to own you

cover or not to cover that is the question
One that has plagued me for so long
discover and recover is what I say
if only the weak were strong

How come
All
Snakes
Are
The enemy
All they do is pray
Never will I admit that they are evil

I
Say

Give me a sign
One that the whole world can see
Dinah's in the kitchen, ready to be saved



Sweet Eve cover yourself, the world is not ready yet

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

The 9/21 "Delivery Man"

So I didn't want to write about 9/11 on its' 5th anniversary. There really was no logic to why, other than I just felt like it was something I wanted to avoid doing. There have been enough testimonials, and other pieces, that I didn't think I could add much to it. I must say, the 5th anniversary has been quite a revelation to me, as I think the nation collectively "got it right": making sure to venerate its' importance, but without over-indulging.

That being said, I would like to talk about 9/21. Now, I will readily admit perhaps it is not fair for me to honor 9/21 as I am about to, but...well...this is my blog, and this is something that meant something to me, so there we have it! lol

After 9/11 all professional sports leagues in America shut down. When President Kennedy was killed the NFL decided to continue and play its' schedule, which some people claim was a decision that severely hurt its' popularity. With that backdrop, no professional league wanted to take such a risk. MLB ended the rest of the weeks schedule, and the NFL decided to do so as well.

So it was the following Tuesday 9/18 when professional sports came back to America, but not in New York. The Mets were in Philadelphia, and the Yankees were elsewhere. It was 9/21 when the Braves came to Shea, which was essentially the first Baseball game in New York after 9/11 (I must add that if I recall properly, it was the Rangers who were the first New York sports franchise to have a game played in New York, but that was pre-season...and well it's Hockey).

I was reminded of the importance of that day yesterday, as SNY (the Mets channel) replayed that game, and all the ceremonies and festivities that went along with it.

But first a backdrop. It was important for the first game to be the Mets. Though I bet Yankees fans will disagree, it is the Mets who symbolize the common man of New York, and therefore are truly "New York's team". Moreover, Shea Stadium was the ACTUAL STAGING GROUND for all 9/11 relief work being done, so the location was directly connected to 9/11 as every fire truck and ambulance ended up at Shea stadium that infamous day.

The stadium was packed, which isn't surprising as it was a game versus the Atlanta Braves in September during a pennant race. Even before 9/11 the Mets had made a bit of a stir. 13 1/2 games back on August 17th, on September 11th, they had reduced the lead to something like 5 games (if I recall properly). They were the hottest team in Baseball. The stadium had a very eery feel to it. The crowd roared when hearing Diana Ross sing "God Bless America", as well as all the other pomp and circumstance that the Mets revealed in their opening ceremony, however, for much of the rest of the game, it was quiet. I can not describe the atmosphere completely, as it was almost like a "what should we do" quiet, which is just unheard of at Shea, as Mets fans are very knowledeable about their Baseball. It was a 1-1 tie, a very close tight game, and yet fans seemed "lost" (I guess that's the best word for it).

All that changed during the 7th inning stretch. Liza Manelli came out with a NYPD officer and an NYFD officer (one in each arm) and did a rendition of "New York, New York" that electrified the crowd. It was alive, and you could hear the emotion returning.

Yet that was nothing compared to the 8th inning. In the top of the 8th inning the Braves scored a run to take a 2-1 lead. In the bottom of the 8th, Edgardo Alfonzo was able to get a 2 out single which allowed "The Pizza Delivery Man" Mike Piazza to bat...

I have seen many games in my life, and when it all comes down to it, these things are just entertainment. True, you can find/place meaning in anything you want, so I guess it is unfair to say things are "just" anything, but still, most of the games I've watched in my life were just that, games.

There are the rare ones though, and Baseball has had its' share. Regardless of what your opinion of the sport is, one can not deny that 715 meant something, or that the ball going through Buckner's legs did not rip the heart out of a 'nation' (Red Sox Nation), or that on the first night back after 9/11 in New York, when Mike Piazza hit a towering home run deep into left-center field giving the Mets a 3-2 lead, that the collective gasp, sigh, scream, and sheer exstacy that Shea Stadium let out did not mean something! 55,000 individuals let out a sound, and an energy I can not even phathom. I saw it again yesterday, and it still made me shiver...such was the power and force of that moment.

Unfortunately the Mets were not able to make the playoffs, but the Yankees did. There is an interesting documentary called "9 Innings to 9/11" which talks about the subject of Baseball and 9/11 including that night of 9/21, but also the World Series the Yankees participated in (especially games 4 and 5 where the Yankees won it on walk-off homers). I would highly recommend it (though I wish they focused more on 9/21). It takes real people and shows how they directly were affected and effected by these games (especially the WS games). How the games were able to let them feel happy again, and let them feel normal again.

I do not mean to belittle 9/11 by highlighting the night of 9/21, but rather to focus on two things: 1. that Baseball played a huge part in the nations healing (as it always does) and 2. more importantly, that sometimes even the small "insignificant" things in life can mean so VERY much, if we only let them.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Standing at the Gates of Hell

I hear a cacaphony
through the standard hum
that mesmerizes this world
leaving it swaying in a trance
of better days.

I hear it surrounding me
staring at your face
a far-distant cry from
the standards of beauty
I find at newstands displayed

The sweet sounds of Mozart
and yesteryears grace
fill my mind like a running faucet
the cap is securely on the bathtub floor

I soak in another endless flood,
of sorrow no more
the soul has a sense of revitilization
that we can not understand

I stare at Persephone
hidden underneath blankets
of screaming daisies
quarantined forever, but now I see
as I hear her sing
to me.

(Untitled)

Your hair smells of vinegar
he chimes in childish play
hoping for temporary agony
a microcosm of human insanity

Your eyes are too round
he becomes melancholy
falling deep inside
his vision of vanity

Skin is meant to be bronze
not a sick silver lining
as the clouds furrow above
meeting between his eyes

Legs should not end
he sees in his mind
the crashing waves
humming lullabies

She has not responded yet
waiting for the babble to rest
tongue wandering across the salty trails
as his back meets her nails

exclusion's nemesis

Bloody banter
chime away
as the night hawk spreads its' wings

Sunday bastard
crime of the day
the stained glass breaks as the preacher sings

Ask not what I do?
Say not what you may?
Bask not in morning dew
you're not allowed to play.

Crime infested haunted house
don't scream as I run
no longer interested in second son
if you insist he's the only one.